9:41 a.m. I never did hear from D2L. I was hoping to hear either way, as told during my 2nd interview.

But not hearing makes sense. I'm secretly (not anymore) into signs. Metaphorical, obviously.

For example, when I was offered the Goodlife job prematurely, I knew I wouldn't hear from RIM. It was a hunch. And I heard eventually with news I didn't want to hear.

When I went for the goodlife training, I was granted a 2nd interview with D2L. The longer or more commited I am with Goodlife, the more opportunities arise elsewhere.

So when my manager gave me my manual yesterday, I thought this was a sign that D2L would call me with good news.

Only, when I was working the front desk (we're short staff) over lunch, I saw the guy who interviewed me for the Record job. I thought this wasn't a good sign at all.

So the bad sign cancelled out the good.
Not saying this is why I didn't hear from D2L, I just some how find relationships for why things do happen.

I want to know what's up. Are they really struggling to decide between two people? Will Monday be judgement day? Will I work for D2L?

You'd think I'd be able to handle all the suspense and mystery. It's hard when you've made up your mind and really want something. I've always been a person that will get something if she really wants it. But with D2L, at this point, there's nothing I can do. And it's so frustrating.

n@s