3:40 p.m. I'm sick with anxiety. Today I'm supposed to hear from D2L about the recruiter position. The HR manager said she'd call, either way, Friday. It's already nearing 4pm and I haven't heard anything. No message on the phone. No email.

I'm tense and it reflected all week.

The fact that I haven't heard isn't a good sign. I'm so afraid of being disappointed again. And again. And again.

Waiting sucks.

n@s