7:27 p.m. Happy birthday Julia!

I really hope things between you and mike work itself out. I know you're madly in love with him and will support him regardless.

2006 is your year, girl!

n@s 2:16 p.m. Yay for 2006. Fresh start, hopefully.
Not that 2005 was horrible. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

2005 was a dark year for me. I was about to write that it rather sucked, but I can't say that having been successfully set up with Matt (forever indebted to Amanda). So I can't say it sucked, completely.

There were definitely highlights: Mike and Jenn's wedding, for one. My birthday surprise. Amanda's bday. Camping. Going to the Soo twice. Starting the Lung job; quitting the Lung job. Cuba. NewYear's at Baderin's.
Ok, so 2005 didn't suck that much after all.

But, honestly? I don't think I've ever cried so much in one year. I made up for all the years I never cried. Mood swings, depression, snapping, whatever. I was a mobile crying fountain.

Not this year. Clean slate. Fresh start.

Resolution? Don't have one, though I told myself to be more optimistic and positive with myself.

Still no job. Will hear from RIM next week sometime about the position I interviewed for. Fingers crossed for me, ok? If I prayed, I would. Hopefully the stars will align themselves this one time. I want this job.

And if I don't? I have to keep my head up and look elsewhere. Keep positive. Be optimistic.

I'm ready for 2006, I think.

n@s